it might just all be a facade

Saturday, February 14, 2009;

♥ 2/14/2009 10:48:00 PM

Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything>>

Nfc 2009 was held at Fairfield this year. (:
A tinge of pride in me, when i see cadets from all over singapore coming down to Fairfield, where the annual Footdrill Competition is held. Really nice.
I'm proud of being a fairsian. &i'll always be proud of it.
Fairfield gives me too many memories, both good &bad. Way too many. If not Fairfield, i guess i wont be who i am today. Well, not that i'm actually somebody today. But aiyah, you get my point. (:
I'm thankful for Fairfield. Really thankful.

Fmssrcy, you might have lost nfc 2009, but it's okay! There's always a next round, &the next. I don't request for y'all to be the champion in the competition, i just want y'all to be champions in the journey. (:
Learn all your mistakes &correct them in time, for the next competition which awaits us. &i'm very sure, one day, the silverware will belong to us rightfully.
So, dont be discouraged or give up, kids! (: Let's push one another along this journey, &continue fighting on. :D

Anyways, on a lighter note, i met up with bffl ytd after work! :D
Happy black friday, dearest! Muacks!
Thanks so much for everything you gave, the gifts, the memories, the company, the etc.
Actually whatever i want to tell you are all in the book already!
Yeah man, let's make that a book of our memories! :D

Thanks dear, for the listening ears, the firm handshake, the steady shoulder, &the assuring hugs when i needed them.
Forget me not while you're in china! (:

Amanda leong! :D

Ohmygggg. Thanks so much for your blogpost dedicated to me. Yes yes! I'm so touchedddd ttm (like what you like to say). Hahah. :D
I miss you too! I also want to go jalanjalan with you, makan with you, playplay with you, talktalk with you, spend time with you, &everything with you too! &WHEN IS OUR NEXT GATHERING GOING TO BE!
Haha. Thanks girl for listening to all my stupid complaints &_____. Thank you, for being so understanding as well! :D More emails okay!

Today's v day! Spent this day with AB. Ahh, missing H, if not it'd be another AHBF gathering! Haha, next time okay!
I tell you, it's uber embarrassing cos i took the wrong bus without realising, &ended up pretty late while meeting those two guys. &of all the places available in the world, we settled for smth cliche like Pizza Hut. Hahaha, yes! Pizza Hut! &worse, i can't afford to eat my all time favourite Curry Zazzle br cos of my dying throat. ):
We went Big Bookshop after that meal, before going for a round of tangyuan. Seriously, try the peanut ones only! I dont think the rest are any nice! ):

Hey guys, thanks for the company! (:

There're still so much more i need to say, still so much more i need to understand.
But i guess it's all too late already.
Maybe things are better off left this way.
I'm moving on already.

Labels: amandaleong, date with bffl, fd comp 09, idk what to feel, move on

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.